Holding Ella

Even though it breaks my back and I have to do everything (like typing right now) one-handed, I just love holding Ella. She just relaxes completely on my shoulder, with maybe one arm wrapped around hugging me. I can hear and feel her little yawns and my cheek rubs against the deliciously soft hair on her tiny head. When she's sleeping and startles awake, a squeeze and a few little pats are all it takes to comfort her. She just feels so cozy and close. It's sweet.